Wednesday, September 5, 2012

Explaining Moi`

About me? What about you? What do you really want to know about me? Could I really fit everything that I’ve learnt about myself in the 26 years I’ve been alive, everything that I feel is relevant in my life into this space with a character limit? I don't think so. There's too much to say but not enough that I could write that would really give you an insight into who I am. I could warn you about some things, but then you’d remember to be careful, and wouldn’t see my wrong side. And that’ll take away all the fun, right? So maybe you should just not worry about it. Anyway, here goes…I’m trying to figure things out.Nothing specific, just things. Definition of insanity: Doing the same thing over and over again and expecting a different result. Does that mean I'm insane? I’m a little (too) crazy.And I love being that way. I've lived in six towns but haven't yet found the place i call home…Although I pretty much LIVE in my head.Yes, I know I’m weird. I don’t wear my heart on my sleeve but I am emotional enough. People who’ve seen me cry are special, because it usually takes a lot.(I’m choosing to excuse my erratic behavior during the worst phase of my life from this generalization) I’ve learnt to never regret anything because at one was exactly what I wanted For the most part, I laugh. I laugh too much. Mainly cause it keeps me happy. I laugh at anything and everything- jokes, dumb jokes, lame jokes, random jokes, inside jokes, funny jokes, non-funny jokes, non-jokes. I also speak in sarcasm. You’ll probably find me offending unless you’re a connoisseur of sarcasm yourself. I can never have enough of myself, even though I am too much to handle. You’ll probably find me much better, or much worse, or maybe both at different instants. I’m not your average girl. I like the usual girly stuff. But I’d prefer reading a bike magazine (or better still, being on my way to crashing one!) to shopping. Sigh….If bikes are of the female kind, I’m a lesbian. I’m a bit of a nerd too. I enjoy most things that take brains (although I do tend to get frustrated if the amount of brains required is more than what I’ve got) I’m never scared to speak my mind. I can stand up for myself and what I believe in. Or for you, if you aren’t being stood up for enough. Yes, I’ll also try my hand at stand up, thank you very much. (Oh my god, my jokes get dumber by the second. You can be polite and pretend to laugh, please) I make friends easily enough, but it takes a hell lot to want me to keep one for life. I tend to like stuff easily enough too, but once I’m put off, I’m off it forever. I believe in saying what I feel to people’s faces. Although I will bitch sometimes… The victim will certainly be somebody I dislike intensely, enough to make me not care even out of humanity. You might find me too stupid-on-purpose or intelligent-by-default or emo-when-I’m-sad or hyper-when-I’m-mad, but then, that’s me...

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